I was infatuated with a man who was very bad for me. (He liked to smoke and drink and cheat and lie... ) He had gotten out of the marine core and was coming to stay with me. The week before he got there, I had nightmares every night. The first night he stayed with me, I had a strange dream. In the dream I was staying in an evil dead looking cabin with friends and him. The others had left and i was in a room, and written on the window in red was “Mep”. He came into the room behind me and pushed me onto the bed. I looked up at the window again and it said, mephistopheles. (The spirit in the play Faust that refers to Satan) We started to have sex and I looked over and there was a lesser demon. I wasn’t afraid of the demon but afraid that he was there. It felt like I wasn’t suppose to be near him. The demon grabbed him and though him down the hallway. Then I woke up. We had broken up a few days later and I instantly felt much better without him around me.
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"Light is Power" Lilith
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"Light is Power" Lilith